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    April 21

    完满

    完满了。听到宇赫说了那句“我爱她胜过爱自己的生命”。觉得昨天下完课匆匆回家的决定没有做错。
    现在等待另一个完满,也就那句经典的“我的爱情只有一次”。
    果然,她们都喜欢律师。RIPPLE笑称那个时候因为比较喜欢宇赫被说成是野兽派。
    爱要大声说出来。律师确实有招女孩喜欢的地方。比如主动,比如浪漫。在现实生活中是个不错的选择。不过,既然仅仅是电视,允许我那么地不切实际。这个世界上如此专情的男人已经绝种了吧。
    看了敏用和RAIN演的爱情的使者。笑地开开心心。不过感觉陌生。惟有眼神。才让我晃若看到宇赫的影子。看来这世上果然不存在什么宇赫。
    KU的SHADOW结了。结局完满。什么时候也该开始写文了。写完了。有些东西的联系也就断了。
    感冒,这个星期,如影随形。觉得自己好象要垮了。
    周三剪了头发。娄娄青丝剪断的瞬间,好象没什么感觉。看来我不如想象中那么舍不得几近到腰际的长发。刘海虽然没剪到想要的效果,不过还算满意。
    周二拍了照片,为曾经的自己留了个痕迹。
    April 15

    感动我的瞬间

    教育台重播了挺老的韩剧。《生命花》。因为是韩剧,所以饶有兴致地看了。
    画面拍地太美了。看地心里暖暖地。
    校车上,宇赫悄悄地把熟睡的英珠枕在自己的肩头。
    伸出五指为身边的女孩挡掉直射而入的烈日。
    覆住的手掌。落在女孩脸上阑珊的光线。
    太美丽的场景。
    他为何不握英珠的手?
    他为何仅仅伸手遮挡?
    注定的相爱却无法在一起。
    宇赫的爱很深。埋的更深。
    宇赫,你为什么不对她说你爱她呢?
    宇赫,你为什么只远远地看着她呢?
    宇赫,你为什么选择在她需要你的时候出国呢?
    你在他面前,她却不知道你的心,只有我们知道你那黯然的眼神背后的神伤。
    你只会想把自己灌醉,是为了忘记那个你爱的胜过自己的她,忘记在你亲爱的哥哥怀里的她,忘记你要当叔叔的事实?然而你永远灌不醉自己。
    看着你对着你哥哥说你在这世上最最嫉妒的人就是你哥哥。我难过却无能为力。
    如果你能勇敢一点点,如果你能学会表达自己,如果你能赶在你哥哥之前向她表白,那么这之后所有的故事都没有了,你也不会爱着却无力。
    世上有多少女子能抵挡这样情深意重的男子?你的爱只求付出却不较回报。只有你才会说出“我的爱情只有一次。”这样的话。
    有些人可以让你难以自拔,不是因为长相,不是因为声音,不是因为任何表象东西。只是他带给你的那种感动。一个眼神,一颗眼泪,一个黯然远去的背影。
     
    这是我迄今为止看地最郁闷的电视剧。
    这是一部不做作的电视剧。
    不象蓝色生死恋,不象冬季恋歌。
    很不幸,以上两部片子打破我对从前对韩剧的美好印象。
    搞不懂裴眼镜有什么魅力,搞不懂崔阿姨那张刀子割出来的脸怎么就永远一副苦相。
    受不了宋姐姐那声哥,受不了故事TMD总以白血病收场。拜托,这世上生这病的概率没那么高好运到你们总能碰到!
    我还是很喜欢星梦奇缘,喜欢小民哥。没有生离死别,车祸残疾的爱情也可以很感人。
    多谢安叔叔。
    April 07

    复旦的香樟又落叶了。
    南区的樱花又绽放了。
    记住一些脸然后忘记。
    爱过一些人然后不爱。
    学的是和去年一样的东西。
    翻开的书还留着去年的笔迹。
    现在仅仅是覆上新的痕迹。
    我好象什么都还没做。
    可是除了我,我在变。
    dream is not dreary.
    process is depressed.
     
    April 02

    AUSTRALIAN GP 4.2

    What an exciting race!so many unexpected accidents.in 22 racing cars,only 10 finished the race,which reminds me spa(?) in 2004.If my memeory didn't decieve me,in that gp the collisions happened one after another and the safety car came out for many times,but in the end kimi won the first place,which swept all the bad lucks in that season.
    in the warm-up lap,montoya made a mistake and spun off.however,futunately this blunder didn't make him lose the fifth spot.apart from montoya's accident,fisi couldn't start his engine so that he only had to start from the pit.
    maybe what had happened before the start indicated that this race would be full of chaos.the racers were out one after another because of different reasons.at one time kimi was so slow that i wondered whether again there were some problems with his car.as it was,when he overtook button he flatspotted his right front.anyway,kimi still succeeded in finishing the game and won the second.although it wasn't an excellent result,considering the car's problem and the fact that kimi created the fastest lap,i believe that mc has been on the way and undoutedly that MP421 will be faster and faster.haha!!
    although some many drivers were out,i had to admit that button was the most adject one.the engine just broke out in the last lap.to tell the truth,when i saw the fire from his engine,i couldn't speak a word.i just prayed  his car would slip over the final.but...the car couldn't make another step and stoped at the spot just 20 meters away from the final line.
    what a poor boy!just like some fans said the god didn't bless the headsome guys.in malaysia it was and in melboure it was the same!haha,maybe the god envys the headsome guys.luckily kimi narrowly escaped,haha!it reminds me klien,so lovely!just his height...only 1.69...
    the final result:1 alonso 2 kimi 3 ralf
     
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